Tell me? Why is life so unsuccessful for me at this period of time? People with Lousier aggregate than me can get into Polytechnic, why can't I? And it's raining now with thunder! What a day :( I want to get into Polytechnic! The reason why I get into Secondary 5 to take my O Level is because I want to get into Polytechnic, if not I'll just go ITE straight after my Secondary 4!!! So unfair T_T I feel so stupid! It's like though I have no brains you know? Jesus... I wanted this to be a testimony, but... sigh.
What am I suppose to do now? Go ITE? NO WAY!!! Come on... I always told myself that I'll not step into that institution! But now I ended up being posted to that school!!! Oh my goodness... I really don't know what I can do now, I feel so lost! Going ITE is not what I wanted! Staying home study as private candidate is super lifeless! Go and work and not study anymore is a no future plan! Committing Suicide is stupidest thing to do! Crying is useless! Release anger, to who? Seriously the feeling now is SUCKY!!! Someone (Hopefully Jesus), help me! Please? I really want to get into Polytechnic! Christians reading this, please pray for me, I really need your prayers, and... I NEED A LIFE HERE!!!
being in ITE is not a bad thing. Don't look down on their facilities and everything. There's simply a reason God may have want you to be there. As long as you prove that you won't get influenced by the people there, everything will be fine. Pray to God that He will see you through.
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